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I'm Still Fly ,D
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First let me apolgize in advance for any spelling errors; for I am so tired I can't even walk two feet without falling down.
Let me also say sorry for not being online for a long time or uploading any new drawings. My computer has been broken for two weeks and my Dad couldn't get to work again so he just baught a new one. So with the new computer comes new complacations... like how the scaner or printer won't work with the computer. Sow we have to buy a new scanner and printer. There for it will be a while before any new deviatations are poasted.
My parents gave me my birthday present early this year. ;D
They gave me a Genius drawing tablet!!!!!
So my question is... does anyone have good tips/ websites/ tatourals for photoshop and usege?
Much love
and stay fly ;D
Let me also say sorry for not being online for a long time or uploading any new drawings. My computer has been broken for two weeks and my Dad couldn't get to work again so he just baught a new one. So with the new computer comes new complacations... like how the scaner or printer won't work with the computer. Sow we have to buy a new scanner and printer. There for it will be a while before any new deviatations are poasted.
My parents gave me my birthday present early this year. ;D
They gave me a Genius drawing tablet!!!!!
So my question is... does anyone have good tips/ websites/ tatourals for photoshop and usege?
Much love
and stay fly ;D
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Designer Drugs :D
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200. My middle name is: Nicole
199. I was born on: July 31st
198. I am really sick of: Being bored.....
197. My cell phone company is: Stupid for not letting me have free texting....
196. My eye color is: Hazel.
195. My shoe size is: 8
194. My ring size is: I have no idea.
193. My height is: Something like 5 feet and 3 inches.
192. I am allergic to: some medicen that makes me barf.
191. I was born in: a log cabin next to abe lincoln
190. I live in: this crazy world where only the llamas truly listen.
189. The last book I read: moonlight (full of mary sues).
188. My bed is: messy.
187: One thing you hate about yourself: that im a bitch
179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween and Christmas.
178. The perfect kiss is: Any kiss with Tyler.
177. The last three vhs DVD's I bought are: Edward Sissorhands, Twilight, and something else...
176. Last movie that made me cry was: Anna Frank.
175. Are you single or taken?: Taken to my pricne charming (yiy thats so corny but true)
174. If you're taken, by who?: Tyler N.
173. Do you like being single/taken?: I love being taken cuz then you have an exuse to make out.
170. What did you do last night?: Watched Edward Sissorhands and went to walmart.
YES OR NO / I BELIEVE IN
142. Love at first sight?: yes.
141. Luck?: yes.
140. Fate?: yes.
139. Yourself?: hell no.
138. Aliens?: there has to be some kind of life out there.
137. Heaven?: i truely don't know.
136. Hell?: i truely don't know.
135. Ghosts?: yes.
134. Horoscopes?: not at all but i still look at mine.
133. Soulmates?: Yes.
WHICH IS BETTER?
129. Hugs or Kisses? Kissing. Defintly.
128. Drunk or High?: I would rather be drunk if I had to choose.
127. Phone or Online?: Phone. I like to hear peoples voices.
126. Red heads or Black hair? Black
125. Blondes or Brunettes?: Brunettes.
124. Hot or cold?: cold.
123. Summer or winter? summer.
121. Chocolate or vanilla? mhhhh vanilla.
120. Night or Day?: I like the dark but no one can hang out at night so I have to say day.
119. Oranges or Apples?: Apples.
118. Curly or Straight hair? depends.
WHAT I THINK ABOUT:
116. Abortion? completly depends on the situation
115. Backstabbers?: are friends in need.
114. Parents?: need to get a life
LAST TIME I:
103. Went out of town? uhhh when I went to caseys LittleSpaceStars house
102. Had food?: Today
101. Seen someone I haven't in a while?: When I went to caseys house
100. Cried in front of someone?: Long time ago.
MISCELLANEOUS:
90. Who is the most ditzy person you know: Jeine
89. Who makes you laugh the most: All of my friends.
87. The last movie I watched: Edward Sissorhands.
82. What I don't understand is: how you could rape/kill someone.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: no, i don't like you ike that.
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mom doing stuff for me.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: seeing Tyler whenever.
74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: Not seeing Tyler everyday.
73. Tomorrow: Is the second to last day of school. And is also the going away dance for the 8th graders and I'm wearing a dress!
72. Today: i got a new pair of shoes.
71. Next Summer: it will be hot.
70. Next Week: I start running 4 miles every day.
67. People call me: Emo. Stupid. Crazy. Beautiful (i don't get that one but they do do it)
66. Do you have any regrets?: everyone does.
65. What are you afraid of?: Dying alond, not finding my other half, dying young, haveing a boring job.
64. Who do you miss: Tyler
63. Are you happy?: You could say that
62. The person who knows the most about me was: Casey, Summer, Bridgette
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket? Not yet ;D.
55. The first person I talked to today was: My cat. I told her to shut up.
54. First time you had a crush: first grade???
53. The one person I can't hide things from: Tyler.
52. Last time someone said something that you were thinking?: I dont know.
51. Right now I am talking to: no one.
50. What is your dream job?: Art teacher or something like that.
49. First job?: hasnt had one yet.
48. I have/will get a job at: my fav porn website.... jk!
47. I have this pet: and she is a really fat cat.
46. I hope: that my pathtic life has some meaning.
45. The worst sound in the world: farting
44. The person(s) that makes me cry the most is: boys
35. Florida or Hawaii: Florida.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: the yellow shirt with the pink monster and cupcakes.
32. My favorite sport is: track and cross country.
31. Last time I cried: Not too long ago.
30. My friends are: pretty kick ass.
29. My computer is: sexy.
28. The school I go to: is gay!
27. Last person I got mad at: Josh
22. The all-time best movie is: little miss sunshine.
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: love.
18. The most annoying person you know is: Brandon.
17. I lose all respect for people who: don't care.
16. The movies I have cried at are: sad?
13. Favorite web site: Fmylife.com.
12. I want to be: myself
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: broke my leg, insanely bad cramps that made me feel like i was imploding, when i twisted my wrist, or my neck cracked and i couldn't move it the whole day
10. My favorite word is: hella tight!
9. My room is: my haven.
8. My favorite actorACTRESS: Johnny Depp, Steve Carell, Jim Carrey, Jack Black, Will smith
5. My weakness is: Boys.
4. What I like about the opposite sex: Good looks, aren’t afraid to show their soft side, deep soulful eyes, their hair, voice.
3. Who broke your heart: Anyone how crused my dreams.
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: Writting pomes, drawing and Tyler.
1. You filled out 200 questions because: All my friends are doing somehting right now
199. I was born on: July 31st
198. I am really sick of: Being bored.....
197. My cell phone company is: Stupid for not letting me have free texting....
196. My eye color is: Hazel.
195. My shoe size is: 8
194. My ring size is: I have no idea.
193. My height is: Something like 5 feet and 3 inches.
192. I am allergic to: some medicen that makes me barf.
191. I was born in: a log cabin next to abe lincoln
190. I live in: this crazy world where only the llamas truly listen.
189. The last book I read: moonlight (full of mary sues).
188. My bed is: messy.
187: One thing you hate about yourself: that im a bitch
179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween and Christmas.
178. The perfect kiss is: Any kiss with Tyler.
177. The last three vhs DVD's I bought are: Edward Sissorhands, Twilight, and something else...
176. Last movie that made me cry was: Anna Frank.
175. Are you single or taken?: Taken to my pricne charming (yiy thats so corny but true)
174. If you're taken, by who?: Tyler N.
173. Do you like being single/taken?: I love being taken cuz then you have an exuse to make out.
170. What did you do last night?: Watched Edward Sissorhands and went to walmart.
YES OR NO / I BELIEVE IN
142. Love at first sight?: yes.
141. Luck?: yes.
140. Fate?: yes.
139. Yourself?: hell no.
138. Aliens?: there has to be some kind of life out there.
137. Heaven?: i truely don't know.
136. Hell?: i truely don't know.
135. Ghosts?: yes.
134. Horoscopes?: not at all but i still look at mine.
133. Soulmates?: Yes.
WHICH IS BETTER?
129. Hugs or Kisses? Kissing. Defintly.
128. Drunk or High?: I would rather be drunk if I had to choose.
127. Phone or Online?: Phone. I like to hear peoples voices.
126. Red heads or Black hair? Black
125. Blondes or Brunettes?: Brunettes.
124. Hot or cold?: cold.
123. Summer or winter? summer.
121. Chocolate or vanilla? mhhhh vanilla.
120. Night or Day?: I like the dark but no one can hang out at night so I have to say day.
119. Oranges or Apples?: Apples.
118. Curly or Straight hair? depends.
WHAT I THINK ABOUT:
116. Abortion? completly depends on the situation
115. Backstabbers?: are friends in need.
114. Parents?: need to get a life
LAST TIME I:
103. Went out of town? uhhh when I went to caseys LittleSpaceStars house
102. Had food?: Today
101. Seen someone I haven't in a while?: When I went to caseys house
100. Cried in front of someone?: Long time ago.
MISCELLANEOUS:
90. Who is the most ditzy person you know: Jeine
89. Who makes you laugh the most: All of my friends.
87. The last movie I watched: Edward Sissorhands.
82. What I don't understand is: how you could rape/kill someone.
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is: no, i don't like you ike that.
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mom doing stuff for me.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: seeing Tyler whenever.
74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is: Not seeing Tyler everyday.
73. Tomorrow: Is the second to last day of school. And is also the going away dance for the 8th graders and I'm wearing a dress!
72. Today: i got a new pair of shoes.
71. Next Summer: it will be hot.
70. Next Week: I start running 4 miles every day.
67. People call me: Emo. Stupid. Crazy. Beautiful (i don't get that one but they do do it)
66. Do you have any regrets?: everyone does.
65. What are you afraid of?: Dying alond, not finding my other half, dying young, haveing a boring job.
64. Who do you miss: Tyler
63. Are you happy?: You could say that
62. The person who knows the most about me was: Casey, Summer, Bridgette
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket? Not yet ;D.
55. The first person I talked to today was: My cat. I told her to shut up.
54. First time you had a crush: first grade???
53. The one person I can't hide things from: Tyler.
52. Last time someone said something that you were thinking?: I dont know.
51. Right now I am talking to: no one.
50. What is your dream job?: Art teacher or something like that.
49. First job?: hasnt had one yet.
48. I have/will get a job at: my fav porn website.... jk!
47. I have this pet: and she is a really fat cat.
46. I hope: that my pathtic life has some meaning.
45. The worst sound in the world: farting
44. The person(s) that makes me cry the most is: boys
35. Florida or Hawaii: Florida.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: the yellow shirt with the pink monster and cupcakes.
32. My favorite sport is: track and cross country.
31. Last time I cried: Not too long ago.
30. My friends are: pretty kick ass.
29. My computer is: sexy.
28. The school I go to: is gay!
27. Last person I got mad at: Josh
22. The all-time best movie is: little miss sunshine.
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: love.
18. The most annoying person you know is: Brandon.
17. I lose all respect for people who: don't care.
16. The movies I have cried at are: sad?
13. Favorite web site: Fmylife.com.
12. I want to be: myself
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: broke my leg, insanely bad cramps that made me feel like i was imploding, when i twisted my wrist, or my neck cracked and i couldn't move it the whole day
10. My favorite word is: hella tight!
9. My room is: my haven.
8. My favorite actorACTRESS: Johnny Depp, Steve Carell, Jim Carrey, Jack Black, Will smith
5. My weakness is: Boys.
4. What I like about the opposite sex: Good looks, aren’t afraid to show their soft side, deep soulful eyes, their hair, voice.
3. Who broke your heart: Anyone how crused my dreams.
2. One thing that makes you feel great is: Writting pomes, drawing and Tyler.
1. You filled out 200 questions because: All my friends are doing somehting right now
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AWESOME!
2 min read
Okay so this is going to be a short journal. I just got done watching this awesome video!!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
Myself and LittleSpaceStars made that video like two months ago.... something like that! ;D Its so funny I about died! I didn't know I was that stupid....
I think Casey and I are going to keep making vids for a loooooooonnnnnnggggg time. Like util we are 97 years old! So if you don't watch them then I will kill you! JK!!! yiy.... So I just wanted to give you guys the link.
And if you read my previous (probably spelled wrong yiy) journal,rainbow-underwear.deviantart.c… , you know that I was really down, but now I'm find. I love Summer and Hayley now. But I still hate Caleb....
So byeee for now!!!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
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Myself and LittleSpaceStars made that video like two months ago.... something like that! ;D Its so funny I about died! I didn't know I was that stupid....
I think Casey and I are going to keep making vids for a loooooooonnnnnnggggg time. Like util we are 97 years old! So if you don't watch them then I will kill you! JK!!! yiy.... So I just wanted to give you guys the link.
And if you read my previous (probably spelled wrong yiy) journal,rainbow-underwear.deviantart.c… , you know that I was really down, but now I'm find. I love Summer and Hayley now. But I still hate Caleb....
So byeee for now!!!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPeivI…
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Suicide Watch
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I should be on suicide watch! My life fucking sucks! I am crying right now! I hate my friends, family, and everyone else on the stupid planet! Apperently I'm not good enough for anyone! I just suck. I have had one of the worst days ever! I hate myself. I want to die! I need to die! I hate, hate, hate everything! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to find a sharp object right now!!!!!!! I hate Caleb, I hate Summer, I hate Hayley!!!!!!!!!! I never want to see them again! They have ruined my life! So today I made out with Caleb, he told me I was the only person in my little friend group that he has done anything wiht... HUGE LIE!!!!! He apperently fingered Summmer! That little bitch! Like two hours after Caleb stole my first kisses he starts going out with Hayley! I hate her!!! Its like what the fuck?!?!?!? Why does no one love me!? UGGGGGGGHHHHHH! I guess I'm not perfect enough! That asshole Caleb told me I was special! I belived him! He made me feel good, which no on has done in a while! Then he told Hayley that he only made out with be because it was my first kiss. LOAD OF BULL CRAP! He said I was hot and that he really liked me!!! All he wanted to do was make out the whole time I was over! But I set boundries! Now he probably thinks hes going to get somewhere with Hayley! Which is just no, Hayley is the biggest prude you will ever find!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE ANY MORE!!!
So know you guys know what I did today and how it all worked out. Hope you life is better than mine. (That shouldn't be too hard)
So know you guys know what I did today and how it all worked out. Hope you life is better than mine. (That shouldn't be too hard)
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